Sunday, January 23, 2005
True Account, M/ff, Severe
A couple of years ago a girl named Andrea posted a true account on The World Spanking Forum that I have always found to be one of the best I have read. It recounts a very strict strapping she witnessed as a teen and then details her six year search in trying to find out what it would be like to endure a punishment equal in severity. Needless to say, she finally finds the discipline she was looking for and learns the hard way to be careful what you ask for.
From Andrea at the World Spanking Forum
This is account is the result of a 6 year search to try and recreate and receive a very severe strapping I saw a good friend of mine receive.
The event that affected my life in such a deep way happened when I was 15 years old. A good friend of mine, Gina, had very strict parents and her dad was a Pastor at our local church. On several occasions, I had seen her well-marked bottom after a strapping from her father. Already very curious (and excited) about the whole concept of spanking, I often asked her about her punishments. While she was not shy about letting me view the results, she would not give me the details that I craved about her punishments. About as much as I could get out of her was that they were applied very forcefully on her bare bottom with a strap. She was always too embarrassed (and I think thought I was pretty weird to ask) to give me a blow-by-blow account. One Wednesday afternoon, this all changed.
Several girls at school had begun to smoke and it seemed a cool thing to do. I snagged 3 cigarettes from my dad one morning and after school that day, at Gina’s house, I talked her into trying one with me. We were confident that no one would be home for at least an hour, so we went into her backyard and lit a smoke. We both tried to inhale and ended up just coughing our lungs out. So, we decided not to inhale and just see what it was like to smoke. We shared the first and lit a second to share it as well. Halfway into the second smoke, the backdoor opened and her father came out. We tried to hide the cigarette, but it was too late. He immediately looked so angry and was speechless for a moment. He walked right over to us and slapped Gina across the face hard and she burst into tears. Then all he said was, “Girls, in the house now�.
We hurried into the house and my heart was racing so hard. He told us to sit down on the couch and wait. With that said he left the room for a moment. Gina continued to cry. I am not sure if this was from the pain of her stinging face or the thought of what might follow. When he came back in the room he seemed a little more composed and was not so angry. That did not last very long. As soon as he began to lecture us, he got all worked up again was yelling in no time at all. He did not really focus on the dangers of smoking, more the fact that he could not believe his daughter would do such a thing. He finally told Gina that she had “the whuppin’ of her life coming�. He explained to me that I had certainly earned one to, but he did not have the authority to “blister my bottom�. He further explained that while he could not spank me, there was nothing to stop him from having me see what I got his daughter into. In retrospect, it is kind of strange how he automatically assumed that I was the one who brought the cigarettes and talked her into it. While this was the case, I just found it strange that he never asked who’s they were.
He had us both stand and move to the back of the couch. He pulled up a chair for me and ordered me to have a seat. As curious as I had been about this very event, I was scared. Not just for Gina, but just plain scared. In my mind I had always focused on the physical acts of spanking, not all of the emotions that played into as well as the sheer anger that was being expressed. I did not want to see this at this point, I wanted to run and hide. It was truly a very scary situation.
He ordered Gina to bend over the back of the couch and to “tuck her hands under the cushions�. I found that part a little strange, but through years of replaying this event in my mind, I can only assume it was to keep her from reaching back immediately during her spanking. Not that having her hands under the cushions would really stop her, maybe that was just his policy. He then lifted her dress (I rarely saw her wearing anything else) and yanked her panties down to her ankles. He then unbuckled his large western style belt and folded it in half. While my heart had been racing, the overall formality of this occasion sent my heart into overload. My whole body was trembling slightly and I could not control it. He then looked at me briefly and told me to watch what “I had caused�.
Without another word, he lifted the belt high above his head and brought it down full force on her bottom. She screamed like she had been shot and was instantly in tears again. He paused for close to 5 seconds and then laid another one on her poor bottom. While I had seen her bruised bottom in the past, this was much different. The marks that the belt was leaving were not purple yet, they were a deep red, and the lines from the belt actually rose off the surface of her bottom. The right hand side of her bottom was the only part that already showed small signs of bruising. It seemed the tip of the belt must have hit differently than the rest. Once again, a 5 second pause and then another stroke. She screamed after each stroke of the belt. This continued for 5-6 stroked and then he began to pick up the pace. When I had tried to picture her getting strapped in my head, I always imagined a stroke, some lecturing, and then another. He did not say a word throughout. His pace quickened to one every couple of seconds. I was very impressed with Gina, she struggled a little, but her hands never left their spot from under the cushion. I was quite curious how she was able to do it. I was not sure if it was just that she was tough, or that she knew what the results would be if she tried to get away. Either way, I was very impressed and knew that I would not be able to take that and stay still.
Throughout the strapping, her reactions were pretty much the same. She would scream a little when every stroke landed and cry hard in between. As the pace grew faster, there was hardly any time to scream between each stroke. This led to a sort of continuous wailing from her. To my surprise, the strapping just kept getting faster. It slowly sped up until I do not think he could lay the strokes on any quicker. I would say that it was about 20 strokes into it when he reached this pace. Now he was just smacking, her now bright red bottom, what seemed to be as hard and as fast as he could. About 10 or more strokes into the pace, a weird thing started to happen, Gina started to calm down a bit. Just when I would have begun to think I was dying, it seemed she was relaxing. Her body was not wriggling so forcefully and she was no longer yelling after each stroke. Her loud crying was replaced with gentle sobbing. I was amazed, truly amazed. He kept up his pace for another 10 or so strokes with the belt and then it was over. Once again her reaction was much less than I ever would have imagined. She lay very still and was crying very gently. My conclusion at that point in time was that she had just run out of energy.
To this very day, I still kick myself for not counting. For some reason I want to know how many strokes she actually got. I have replayed this scene in my head more than a thousand times, and my best guess is around 40 strokes maybe a little more. He told her to stand up and pull up her panties. I was far too embarrassed, having witnessed this whole thing, to even look at her. She pulled up her panties and ran to her room. This left me alone with her dad and the whole room grew that much more uncomfortable. He looked at me and suggested that we make a phone call to my parents. He told me to go and call one of them and put him on the phone. I dialed my mom’s work number and got her on the phone. As soon as I said “mom�, he grabbed the phone out of my hand. Basically he said, “Mrs. ___________, I came home early today and caught our girls out in my backyard smoking. My daughter does not have access to cigarettes, so I can only assume your daughter brought them over. Gina just got the whuppin’ of her life and I suggest that when your daughter gets home, she receive the same. She is on her way home now, good day Ma’am�. He then hung up the phone and told me to “get my bottom home now�.
I got out of that house as quickly as I could and basically ran home. The whole time I tried to digest what I had just witnessed. There was a lot of conflict going on in my head. My initial thoughts were of remorse for Gina and what she had just gone through. But, at the same time there was unbelievable excitement, having just witnessed something I had tried to imagine hundreds of times. The final variable was the fact that I was going to really be in for it when I got home. Although my parents were smokers, they had made it very clear that I would not be one. My parents had never spanked me and I knew they would not today. As expected, when I got home there was a very lengthy lecture and I was grounded for two weeks, including use of the phone. This was about as bad as it got in the way of punishments at my house. I had a lot of time over the next two weeks to reflect on the enormity of the punishment I had witnessed. After the initial shock had worn off, I was pretty much just left with excitement.
As a result of witnessing this punishment, I would begin to fantasize about what it would have been like had I been the one who was spanked that day. This would become a frequent and unavoidable fantasy of mine for the next 6 years. I would play it in my head two ways. The first, he was my father and I was the one strapped. The second variation was that he just went ahead and strapped me as well that day. The father aspect tended to weird me out a little, so my most frequent fantasy was for me to have been included in the punishment. When I say fantasy, I think obsession is a better word for it. Some how, some way I needed to take this out of my head and see what the experience was really like.
Last year, just after I turned 20, I decided that I needed to find a way to live out this experience for myself and see what Gina really went through. I tried to explain to my current boyfriend at the time my desire. I think he thought I was a little weird (which at this point I did not care) and he humored me with the first spanking of my life. He took me over his knee, gave me a few love taps, and that was the end of it. It was clear that I was not going to be able to experience what I really desired with him.
As I am beginning to discover, I took the route that many women have and turned to, the Internet. I began spending late nights in the computer lab at my school and began reading message boards, chatting in spanking rooms, and posting online personals. This led to three separate encounters in which I was spanked. All of them involved the use of a safeword (something that I was advised was the smart way to go about it). On one occasion, in which a strap was used, I used the safeword almost immediately. On the second occasion, he would not spank me very hard at all, and it was more playful than painful. On the third occasion, the man was all about sex and I was out of there quickly. Three experiences, three disappointments, I had tried hard, but was still unable to fulfill my fantasy.
The first guy was the closest I came to what I wanted. But, he really lacked any sort of authority. The whole process was just kind of mechanical. He talked too much about the strapping, there was no sense of being in trouble, but the strokes were very hard. I was disappointed in myself that I was not able to take all that much. What I felt was lacking was the very stern presence of a real authority figure. Someone I would not dare try and get out of the spanking with. I also felt the safeword was standing in my way. While I wanted to have a safe experience, I needed to give up complete control and the use of a safeword was standing in my way. Gina did not have the option of stopping her punishment with a word. She was forced to take everything she had coming and her opinions, feelings, or pain tolerance were not a factor. I was forced to rethink my plan.
I decided the best thing to do was to find a very real disciplinarian, someone with tons of experience. Not the “I love to spank girls� types that I had previously contacted. After asking around online, I was referred to a web site in which a man offered “disciplinary services�. He stated that he was safe and sane, but only dealt with true punishments. His site further explained that he could provide references. To me, this sounded like what I had been looking for. It was about a 10-hour drive from where I lived, but I felt I had to check into it. I began exchanging e-mails with this guy and from the very beginning he seemed like a winner. He was very stern in his communication style, yet very polite. He treated me with the utmost respect, yet made me feel like a little girl at the same time. The only problem that arose was when I began to speak of wanting to be punished without the use of a safeword. At first, he refused. He stated that all first sessions involve the use of a safeword. I continued to argue the point and he finally offered me a deal. I was to write a 1000 word essay with the goal of trying to convince him that I realty wanted a session without a safeword. He said once he read it, he would say either yes or no and we would not argue the point any further.
For the next 3 days I basically neglected all of my schoolwork and poured everything I had into this essay. It was very strange to be spending so much time trying to convince someone to beat my ass with a belt. But, this also helped to strengthen my thoughts that this guy was indeed safe and the one for me. I finished my e-mail and sent it to him. I waited three days for a response and after class one day I saw an e-mail from him in my mailbox. Almost too scared to look, I finally checked the mail. The answer was simple, “Yes. On what day will you be arriving?�. My heart dropped.
We made arrangements for me to drive up in three weeks. He also had me send him a detailed written account of the experience I was looking for. The three weeks passed and I was on the road. My head was full of emotions during the 10-hour drive. This really seemed as if it was going to be it. Six years of waiting and I was going to finally know what Gina had experienced. While prior to the drive my thoughts were exciting, for the first time the enormity of the situation hit me and I was scared.
I arrived in his city and called the number he had given me. He gave me directions to a local deli and said he wanted to meet for lunch first. I drove there and waited. He arrived a few minutes later. He knew what kind of car I was driving and walked right up to my window. I rolled down the window and said hello. He greeted me with a warm smile, but informed me that I would call him “Sir�. My heart sank and I replied with a “Yes Sir�. We went inside and ordered some food to go. He said that before we started, he wanted to be able to talk to me in person for a little while and make sure I really wanted to go through with this. He felt that we should go somewhere where we could talk in private. He told me to follow him and we drove to a very nice park. We sat under a tree and ate our lunch. My stomach was in knots, so it was hard to eat. He asked me many questions. He wanted to better understand my motivations for this and wanted to know in detail what I hoped to gain. He seemed genuinely concerned about my feelings and listened very carefully as I went into detail. After about a 45-minute conversation, he said that we would go on with it as planned. We walked to our cars and he told me to follow him to his house.
As excited as I now was, I felt like I was going to throw up. I felt that in just a few minutes, I was going to experience the most intense pain of my life and would not be able to do anything about it. A gave the whole thing second thoughts more than once. We finally arrived at his house and it was very nice. He got out of his car and I started to get out of mine, when he waved me back in. He walked over to me and told me to hold on just a minute. He walked several feet away and got out his cell phone and made a call. I desperately wanted to hear what he was saying, but could not. Finally, he put away his cell phone and motioned for me to get out of the car. At this point things got strange for a moment and I began to question if this was a good idea. He presented me with some sort of story about the entryway of his house was being worked on, so he did not want me to go through that way. He informed me that he would go in the front, but I needed to go around back. I agreed, but was very confused. I began to fear his motivations for some reason, but against better judgment, I did as I was told and walked through the back gate, while he entered through the front door.
When I walked into the backyard, I was startled when there was a girl around my age in the backyard. I immediately told her that Mr._______ had told me to come back this way. She told me that she knew who I was and to come over to her. I was thoroughly confused at this point. Who was this strange girl? All it took were her next words for everything to come together in my head. She said “hey, I do not think he will be home for a least an hour, want to have a smoke with me�. All of a sudden reality and fantasy crashed together. I could not believe what was going on. She pulled out a cigarette and lit it up and took a few drags off of it and handed it to me. I took a few drags, but did not inhale. I had not smoked since that day in Gina’s backyard. When I handed the cigarette back to her my hands were shaking like mad. She told me not to be nervous, that he still had an hour at work and we would not get caught. I could not believe how elaborate this setup was. All of a sudden I was 15 and smoking in my friend’s yard. Less than a second later the curtains on the window we were standing in front of were pulled open, and there he stood. He yanked the window open with such force, the pane of glass actually cracked. I think that surprised us all. Instantly he was yelling at both of us about how he could not believe we were smoking. Honest to God, I have never been more scared, he was truly pissed. My heart was racing a thousand miles per hour and my whole body was shaking to the point of convulsions.
He yelled at us through the window for another moment and then told us to get into the house. He once again slammed the window shut and pulled the curtains. The girl actually said to me as me walked toward the back door, “see what you got us into�. I could not believe my ears. I replied with, “it was your idea, it isn’t my fault�. At this point I crossed a very strange line. The weird thing was is that when I said that, I was not role-playing. It was her fault that we were about to get in trouble, this did not seem like it was all a result of something I had requested. Once again, fantasy and reality began to blur as I got caught up the realism of this situation.
She opened the back door and we walked into a kitchen area. He called to us from the living room and told us to come to him. We walked into the room and he just stared at us. It was the most intimidating stare I had ever seen in my life. I wanted to just disappear and forget the whole thing. He walked closer and asked us is we had both been smoking. At the exact same time, we both replied. She replied “Yes, Sir� and I made the mistake of replying with just a “Yes�. Out of know where his left hand came up and slapped me hard across the right cheek. This I did not expect at all. My eyes filled with tears and my ears were ringing. While I had explained to him the entire details of Gina’s punishment, I had never requested to be slapped. But, in his defense, I had told him on many occasions I wanted to know exactly what she had experienced. I had never been slapped before, nor had I ever been in a fight and been hit in the face. This was completely new to me and I was stunned in a very big way. Tears streamed down my face and I heard him say, “didn’t I tell you earlier to always call me sir�. Still too stunned to really comprehend what he was saying, he slapped me again on the other cheek. That was all it took for me to really start crying. He said to me very loudly, “when I ask you a question, I expect an answer, do you understand?�. I replied with a “Yes, Sir� through my tears. I had really thought his previous question was a statement, that is why I did not answer. Either way, the point has been made very clear to me. While he was just staring at me, I glanced at the girl next to me, and while she appeared nervous, I detected a faint smile in my direction. He then asked me again, “were both of you smoking?�. This time I replied with a “Yes, Sir�.
He said that both of us smoking made it nice an easy for him. If we were both smoking in his house on his property, then he was going to give us both “the whuppin’ of our life�. I could not believe how well prepared he was for this, he was using exact quotes from my account. He then said, “Since you have not been punished by me before, I will let you watch Tara take her whuppin’ so you can see what I expect from you�. He walked to the bar and pulled up a tall barstool for me to sit on and motioned for me to sit. I did as I was instructed and sat down, rubbing my now pulsating face. He told Tara to bend over the back of the couch and to “tuck her hands under the cushions�. She did as she was told and waited. He pulled up her dress and pulled down her panties. She was a petite girl with the smallest little butt I have ever seen.
As he began to unbuckle his belt I reflected on this moment in time. All of a sudden I was 15 years old again. It seemed as time had warped and everything I had pictured in my head for the last 6 years was now reality. It began to sink in that I was really going to be punished this time and it was not a fantasy. He removed his belt and it seemed much larger then the one Gina had been strapped with. It was not really longer, but this seemed to be a very thick, well-worn belt. Just as Gina’s punishment had started, this one started the same way. There were no more words spoken, he simple raised the belt high above his head and swung it with all his might. He swung a little different in the fact that just before he brought the belt down, he kind of raised his front leg off the ground and brought it down firmly as he swung. It seemed kind of like the way a pitcher in baseball wound up to throw the ball. The reactions from the first stroke were ear piercing. Tara screamed with every ounce of energy she had in her. Her reactions made Gina’s seem tame. Her tiny butt instantly displayed the marks from the first stroke. About 10 seconds later the next stroke landed with the same reaction. Unlike Gina’s bottom early into the punishment, this girl’s bottom was showing deep bruising. I assume it is because she had no padding at all on her bottom. The parallel lines from the belt were leaving deep bruises and her right cheek was black and blue from where the tip of the belt had landed. As much as she had screamed, she had not really begun to cry yet that I could tell.
He continued, giving her a stroke every 6-8 seconds. As he continued, she slowly started to cry. Throughout, she never moved an inch. After around 20 strokes, he began to pick up the pace. The strokes were now less than 5 seconds apart and he was really laying it on. She began to cry louder and louder as the speed picked up. Just as I had described to him in my accounts, the pace continued to quicken. Somewhere around the 30th stroke, he was swinging as fast as he could. Her crying was loud and continuous and he just continued to beat her poor bottom. Just after 60 strokes, I began to see the same change that I had witnessed with Gina. She began to calm herself a little and the crying quieted down. This had no effect on him and he continued to whip her bottom. Unlike Gina’s punishment, I counted every stroke this time. He stopped on number 87.
He straightened up and was breathing loudly with sweat beading on his forehead. He took a moment to look at her bottom. It was a big mess of bruises. I could not believe the damage that had been done. Her entire right cheek appeared to be one big mass of bruises. I was amazed that someone’s bottom could even look like that. She continued quietly sobbing as he caught his breath. He called me from my chair and told me to take a look at Tara’s bottom to see what I could expect. It once again hit me that I was not just a spectator, that I was going to be a participant. I felt a little faint as I stepped off the stool. He called me closer and had me kneel down with my face just a few inches from her bottom. I could no longer tell where each stroke had landed; her entire butt was red, black, and blue. Her bottom gently quivered with her sobbing. He had me stand back up and sit down on the stool again. He pulled up a second stool and had Tara take a seat. He made her keep her panties around her ankles and her dress above her waist. She sat down very gingerly, and pulled her dress to her tear stained face and just buried her face deep into the cloth.
He informed me that he needed a moment to get his rest and regain his strength, so he could punish me as effectively. He went to the kitchen and grabbed himself a bottle of water. Considering what I just witnessed, and the fact that I was next, I was overcome with emotion. I unexpectedly began to cry. He came back into the room and sat on the back of the couch looking at us. I made the decision right there that I wanted to back out. This had been my ultimate fantasy, but I no longer wanted any part of it. I think some things are just best left to the imagination. There is no way I could take what that girl got and I just wanted to start my drive back home, having just witnessed another very real punishment.
I gathered all the courage I could muster and I told him, “Sir, I have changed my mind, I no longer want to go through with this and would like to leave now�. Tara instantly looked right at me. He stood up, walked to within a foot of me and said in a very stern voice, “young lady, you are the one that got in trouble and you are in my house. You must be very confused if you think you have any say in this at all. It was my decision to punish you girls in this matter for smoking, so there is nothing in your mind to change about this situation. You will face the consequences of your actions and you will leave when you have been properly punished, DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?�. I was dumbfounded and did not know what to say, I just stared at the ground. Once again, out of nowhere, a hard slap landed across my left cheek. Once again, “DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?�. I replied with a quiet “Yes, Sir� through my tears. I really had no say in this at all. I had spent 6 years waiting for this moment, but I no longer wanted to go through with it. But, here I sat like a helpless little girl with no power to stop what was about to happen. I once again felt sick and thought I might throw up.
He set his water on the bar and grabbed me hard by the arm and dragged me over to the couch. He yelled for me to bend over and put my hands under the couch cushions. I immediately did as I was told. I felt my dress being lifted and his fingers enter the waistband of my panties as he yanked them forcefully to my ankles. The anticipation was too much for me to bear and I began to cry loudly. With no warning, the first stroke landed. I was shocked by the pain, it was 10 times harder than any swat I had from the guy in which I used the safeword. I immediately jumped up and grabbed my bottom, screaming at the top of my lungs. I strong hard pushed me on the middle of my back and forced me back down. With a lot of anger in his voice he said, “young lady, you have earned this punishment and you will take every stroke I give you and you will stay in position. If you chose to get up again, this will be the result�. I then felt a brutal stroke, which landed on my thighs halfway between my knees and my bottom. I once again jumped up and started rubbing my thigh. I was crying as hard as I ever have in my life after just two strokes. The one on the thigh made the one on my bottom seem tame. He forced me back over again and informed me that this punishment would continue on my thighs until I learned to take my punishment properly. As promised the next stroke landed, once again, on my thighs. I used every ounce of energy I had to stay still. I gripped the underside of the cushion with all my might and managed to stay bent over. He said, “that is better� and the next stroke landed on my bottom. While better than the thigh, it was still the most intense pain I had ever experienced. I focused on my grip on the cushions and held firm. With me better under control, he fell into a rhythm, giving me a stroke every 10 or so seconds. I yelled loud and cried hard. While both punishments I had now witnessed seemed very painful, there was just no way that I ever expected it to be like this.
I lost track of time and reality. Reality for me at this point was a pain I never knew before. All I could focus on was the pain on my bottom and the death grip I had on the cushions. Somehow, focusing on my hands seemed to make it all just bearable. As expected, I noticed the blows on my bottom increasing in speed. With no time to recover between the strokes, I began a constant sort of screaming. I was crying, screaming, gasping for breath, and almost blinded by the tears in my eyes. There was no way I could take this, THERE WAS NO WAY I COULD TAKE THIS! The pain increased to a whole new level and I became disoriented and confused. My mind was cluttered an overloaded with sensations. While still keeping my feet in place and my hands gripped tight on the cushion, my whole body was convulsing under the blows from his thick belt. I could no longer tell the difference between when the blows were landing and when they were not, it was just a constant and continuous pain I was unable to escape.
At some point, I do not know when (it could have been 30 strokes into it, it could have been 30,000) I began to give up the fight. I quit gripping quite so tight on the cushion, I let my body relax and quit convulsing, and I ran out of energy to scream. The whuppin’ was still going on, but something had overcome me. I do not know if this was an out of the body experience, if I was submitting, or if I lacked the energy to fight it. The pain while still very intense was somehow tolerable. I was achieving the impossible and I was able to take this. The pain no longer mattered, he could whip me all day and I felt I could take it. Just as I contemplated these feelings, it stopped.
I was instantly overcome with a flood of new emotions and resumed crying pretty hard. I just buried my face in the couch and had a very good cry. While very aware of the pain of my bottom, it was not as I expected as far as overall soreness. My entire bottom pulsated with the fast beat of my heart and it stung, but I expected the first few minutes after a strapping to be the very worst part. From what seemed like another world entirely, I heard a voice tell me to stand up. I quickly realized that there were other people in the room with me and that this was real. I quietly replied with a “Yes, Sir� and stood up, a little dizzy and disoriented. My eyes locked with Tara’s as she stared deeply into my soul. This moment was broken when a stern voice informed us, “well, that should keep you girls from smoking in the future. Tara, you need to get to your room now�. She replied with a “Yes, Sir� and ran off awkwardly with her panties still around her ankles.
He reached his hand out and grabbed my chin and pulled my head up until I was looking at him. He looked deep into my eyes and asked me if I had learned a proper lesson about smoking. I told him I had. He informed me that a phone call to my house would not be necessary, since he had elected to take care of things his own way. He told me that it was getting late and I better head on home. With that said I was dismissed. I walked out the front door into the lightness of the day and for a moment, felt like I needed to walk to my parent’s house. I got my wits about me, located my keys, and got in my car and drove away. I had no idea what I was doing or where I was going, I just drove down the street and hopped on the first freeway I came to. I did not consider time, distance, or directions; I just drove trying to grasp everything that had just happened. It was a lot to absorb and it was going to take me a very long time to figure it all out mentally. My bottom had a nice warm and surprisingly pleasant feeling. I thought that a sore bottom would be one of the worst parts, but it really was not bothering me. I noticed that my heart rate was probably still close to double its normal rate.
Five minutes or five hours later (I really have no idea) I came across a grouping of hotels and restaurants next to a mall. I had packed a bag, knowing I did not want to repeat the long drive in a single day and decided to get a room. I walked to the counter, still in a daze, and paid for a room. I drove my car around to my room, entered, and collapsed on the bed. Fully overloaded mentally and physically, I drifted off to sleep. When I awoke it was dark outside. I have no idea what time I checked in, but the clock now showed 10:30 PM. It took me a moment to even realize where I was and if this afternoon had been a dream. As I stood up, I became very aware of my bottom. It hurt to stand up and walk. With every step I felt an intense soreness that I had never experienced before. I walked to the mirror and flipped up my dress. Even the process of lowering my panties caused considerable pain. When I saw my bottom for the first time I was shocked. It was a nasty mix of purple, black, and blue. Just like Tara’s bottom, the right cheek was a mess of angry bruises. Surprisingly, my whole bottom was kind of hard to the touch. It had somehow firmed up everywhere the belt had hit. On the backs of my legs there were two of the worst bruises I have ever seen. It looked like I would not be wearing shorts for quite some time. I must have spent 30 minutes looking at my poor bottom. The biggest surprise was when I sat on the toilet to pee. I found it almost impossible. While when driving I thought that I had somehow gotten lucky and my bottom was not that sore, I guess it just takes time. I ended up squatting above the seat to go to the bathroom.
I desperately needed some food, so I walked across the parking lot to a Chili’s. Once again the act of walking proved to be painful. I sat alone and had dinner. I struggled for 45 minutes to try and find a way to sit comfortably and it never happened. I was still in a bit of a daze while I ate and reflected on the resolution of a 6-year fantasy. It was more than I ever expected. It went far beyond what I wanted. It was the worst experience of my life; it was the greatest moment I have ever experienced. It was the most pain I have ever felt and the hardest I have ever cried. The next morning I began the long drive home. The drive turned out to be almost as painful as the strapping itself. I had no idea that the pain got worse with time not better, I felt far worse than I had the night before. I stopped dozens of times just to get the weight off my bottom. When I returned to the dorms, I was beat.
I experienced pain for more than 5 days. The bruises on my bottom lasted more than 2 weeks and the marks on my thighs did not fully fade for almost a month. I came up with a good excuse for the bruises on my thighs so I could resume wearing shorts. About a week after my experience, I received an e-mail from him asking me to describe my experiences for him. I went into great detail and relived the whole experience for him. As I reread my very long e-mail, I noticed that it resembled a thank you note. As horrible as the experience was, I loved him for it. He had taken my fantasy to a whole new level, one which I did not think was possible. I asked him a few questions, especially the thing I was the most curious about, who was Tara and why was she there? He explained to me that he had been punishing Tara for almost 2 years. She was a young girl that craved very intense discipline. One of her fantasies had been to be punished severely with another girl watching and then to get to watch. He had arranged that day for both of us to fulfill fantasies. I guess I am not the only person out there with these bizarre feelings.
Well, that is the full account of one of two spanking I have received in my life, both as an adult. Thanks for listening.
A.
Exposed at Spanking Online
Embarassment as a spanking supplement
When I blog about other spanking sites, I like to focus on the things that I like about the site that I find to be unique. There are now many sites that produce content for the web, but one really has to stand out for me to comment on it. I have not covered Spanking Online yet and being one of my favorite spanking sites, it is worth a mention. I am not one to cover just any site with the hopes of making some money from sending them hits. You will never read a blog entry about a site that I do not have a membership to. Being a spanking producer, my standards are pretty high and very few sites make the grade.
Spanking Online regularly features an aspect of a punishment, that at first I was not a big fan of, but have grown to like. In a lot of their spankings, they require the naughty girl to expose her privates. I have become somewhat of a fan of their scenes in which the girl lowers her panties and raises her skirt to show herself to the world. The whole process is more than just getting her naked, it is the added humiliation of actually presenting her vagina to be viewed. They have many pictures that clearly demonstrate that some of the girls they hire like to be spanked. During a spanking I do my best to make sure the girl never feels humiliated. I find a little embarrassment goes a long way, but make sure that I never require them to do anything that feels degrading. I think Spanking Online has found a nice balance between the two. I would say the way they are required to present themselves goes a little beyond embarrassing, but without crossing the line into full on humiliation. Most of their models are amazing, so getting a peek at their privates is really just an added bonus. For additional photos click the “more� link below. Please note that I will never post a deceptive link on this blog. All of the “more� links in my posts lead to a page on this blog that really just provides more photos. There are no pop-ups, nor will you be taken to a different site, I just need to get some of the images off of the main page so it will load quicker for you.
To visit their site and view sample videos and more free photos, follow this link Spanking Online
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Outdoor Spanking
A look at outdoor spanking from Spanked Cutie
It took me a little while to warm up to the website Spanked Cutie . The featured girl is the orginal model for Girls Boarding School and now has her own site. It took them a little while to build up enough content, but the site is now quite large. The one thing that they consistenly do on this site, that no one else seems to do, is outdoor spanking. There have been a few companies over the years to shoot some outdoor spanking scenes, but I do not think anyone has as much outdoor spanking content as Spanked Cutie
I am not sure what the atraction is for me, but the outdoor scenes are really hot. It may the additional public aspects of the punishment, or it might be the voyeur feelings I get when watching these scenes. Click the “more” link below to see some pictures that I have selected that highlight some of the various outdoor spanking this young lady receives.
For more free pictures and video samples visit their site Spanked Cutie
Bruised and Marked Butts
A exploration of bottoms that are bruised from a spanking.
In the world of spanking, I find that people are either attracted to, or repulsed by, marked or bruised bottoms. It is certainly a matter of personal taste, but for me, it does not really matter that much. I like to see marks in a spanking video because it demonstrates that the spanking was real. As you know, I am not a big fan of fun little sensual spankings, so when I see a thumbnail of a bruised butt, I am usually interested in the content because I know I am going to see a hard spanking. When applying a hard spanking for disciplinary purposes, I do not find that a marked butt is a requirement. Everyone marks differently, so to use how bruised someone’s butt is as a guideline for punishment, is unrealistic. What leaves one person black and blue, might only leave someone else, very red. When really trying to apply a disciplinary spanking that will be remembered, marks are certainly an added bonus. First, a nicely bruised butt will almost always remain sore for many days. I like the punishment to carry on well beyond the actual spanking and a bruised butt is usually one that adds difficulty when trying to sit down, for at least 24 hours. A nicely marked butt also serves as a visual reminder of what someone did wrong and the results of their actions.
As a producer of spanking videos, we generally like it when a model marks fairly easy. What we provide is visual content related to spanking, so anything that better shows the results of a spanking is good for us. It amazes me the differences in the way different models mark. We have some girls that will have visible bruises after their first light hand spanking with us. For others, it takes a long session with a wooden paddle to see any results. One of the biggest factors that seems to influence how easily someone marks is diet. I have found that someone who lacks iron in their diet seems to mark very easily. We have had models that were concerned with how easy they marked that we recommended that they just take a multi-vitamin daily. The results are immediate, and not only do they not mark as bad, they seem to recover much quicker. For those of you that are looking to find ways to heal your marks quicker, I would suggest an iron supplement as well as a topical ointment called Arnica gel. We buy arnica by the case and provide it for all of our models. Most of our models are single and dating and are not quite at a point in their relationships in which they are ready to explain a bruised butt.
One model we shot in the past was a topless dancer and she was concerned with dancing with a bruised butt. She did her best to heal her marks quickly, but on one occasions after a really hard paddling, there was no way for her to conceal her bruised bottom. She had to dance that night and was concerned at what people would say when she was dancing with marks on her ass that could have only come from being spanked. I jokingly told her to tell anyone that asked that “she had been naughty and that she had been spanked�. We all had a good laugh about it and then she left for the day. The next time she worked for us, she thanked me for the advice. She had actually said to people exactly what I had told her and she said that it greatly influenced her tips. I have to give her credit for her courage and I was mostly joking when I told her this. It seems that the guys were more turned on looking at her butt and imagining her being spanked, than they were just looking at her butt. From that day forward she generally wanted to leave with a bruised bottom.
Like it or not, a bruised bottom is a sign that a very real spanking has taken place. Our videos feature bottoms that have often been severely marked, but it is never our goal going in to a shoot. We simply try and film very real spankings that are administered in a painful way. When dealing with discipline at this level, a bruised or welted bottom is often the result.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
The blondes of GBS
A profile of the blonde hotties from the Girls Boarding School
Hair color has never been a major factor for me in regards to what women I find attractive. But when it comes to the Girls Boarding School I am a huge fan of the blondes.
The one that appears in the most scenes is Linda, and I thank them for that. Outside of my own studio, she may be my favorite spanking model of all time. She is naturally beautiful with a cute face and an amazing body. They capitalize on this and she is often fully naked and there is always a camera to capture the look on her face. In the various scenes that feature her, she is spanked with just about every implement out there. I particularly like it when they apply the wooden paddle with holes to her lovely bottom. She has been on the site from the very beginning and is still an active model for them.
A close second to Linda is Alice. She has wonderfully pouty lips and even though she is well endowed, there is something very youthful about her body. As with Linda, they never hesitate to have her remove all of her clothes before punishing her creamy white bottom. She is a lovely site when she is fully naked and bending over for her punishment.
Eve is another model, that while not featured quite as much, I always look for scenes with her. She brings a nice innocence to scenes with her very youthful appearance. She has amazingly long legs that are quick to grab anyone’s attention. She is a model that almost looks out of a place in an adult related production. You can tell that she does not like spanking one bit so all of her scenes have a nice sense of realism. There is a great scene in which you get to see her receive the first caning of her life. As with Alice, her pale skins displays the marks from her punishments nicely.
In addition to the lovely blondes above, there are also Claire, Sarah, and Jackie. Jackie is a pretty new model with them and I look forward to many more scenes with her. There are many more blondes on the Girls Boarding School and well over a dozen more models that are not blondes, but when I am looking through their thumbnails for a video to watch, my eyes are always on the lookout for their blondes.
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
True account of school corporal punishment
A description of a school paddling that a good friend of mine received in a public school in Texas during the late 80’s.
It should be clear by now that I have a fascination with school corporal punishment. I think one of the main reasons is the fact that it was my only personal experience with spanking growing up, being that I was never spanked by my parents. As I have stated before, as a teen, I would do just about anything I could to get girls I knew to talk about their experiences being spanked. Today, I thought I would detail one of my favorite school paddling accounts that was actually told to me directly by the girl who experienced it.
The girl in question is the younger sister of one of my good friends. While a couple of years younger than the group I hung with in high school, she was close with her brother and as a result, we were often at the same parties together or just hanging out on the weekends. Being that this is still a person that I communicate with, I will change her name and the school involved, but everything else is 100% accurate. Even though “Laura� was a sophomore when I was a senior, every guy considered her to be one of the hottest girls we knew. She was unbelievably gorgeous with the kind of ass that fuels every school boy’s fantasies. The summer before her sophomore year, her brother, mother, and her all moved to a different school district. The school was actually closer to my house than the one I attended, but it was a different district. I lived in a suburb of Ft. Worth Texas, which was a small town that was about as far away from the city as you could get without being in the country. The town they moved to was maybe ten miles from where I lived, but it was considered “the country�. This was a town that had three different schools, a primary, middle, and high school. Although small, they were their own independent school district.
While they had moved, we still hung out just as much because they were not any farther away. One day I was asking her brother what he thought of the new school and his response was “it is Hicksville�. He explained some of the differences between the new school and the one I attended. One thing that I found odd was that they had a dress code. Things like concert shirts, shorts, and ripped jeans were not allowed. If you wore a button up shirt, every button had to be fastened. It was clear that this was a much different school environment than they were used to. Through further probing, he mentioned that each and every week he had heard at least one paddling take place in the hallway. This of course got my attention, so I asked him if he had been paddled. He laughed and said “Hell no, but Laura managed to get one during just her second week�, I just about fell out of my seat. The thought of Laura presenting her beautiful bottom to be paddled was almost more than I could bear. Trying not to cross the line between being curious and being perverted, I simply asked him how that went. He responded with “you would have to ask her, but she said it hurt like a mother fu****�. I left it at that but knew that at some point I would have to get all the details.
It was several months before I found a chance to talk to her about it without being in a room full of people. It was a Friday night and we were having our typical gathering at an older friend’s place that had his own apartment. Most of us were there and my friend got a call from his sister asking him to come and pick her up and bring her to the party. He told her no and that he was not going to drive an hour round trip to pick her up. I quickly made up the excuse that I was going to run and get cigarettes anyway and that I would swing by and get her and bring her over. He told her that I could come and get her and she was happy and said she would be ready. I drove the 20 miles to get her, considering how to explore the topic of her school paddling. As I pulled up she came running out and was very grateful that I had come all that way to get her.
I went right into a school talk and her if she was making new friends. I continued with the small talk in the hopes that she would mention that she had been paddled. If never came up so I finally just said, “oh yeah, your brother said that someone paddled you, is that true�? She answered with, “Hell yeah, he busted my ass good�. Trying not to focus too much on the paddling, I asked her what she had done to get paddled. After finally breaking the ice, Laura detailed the entire experience during the rest of the drive. I will leave out the additional probing I did to get all the details and simply leave you with her full account. There may be a few details I have missed, but for the most part this is exactly what she experienced with her first school paddling.
As hot as she was, she obviously received a lot of attention from the boys in her school. This is what led to her first paddling. In a class with a female teacher, she had been extra chatty with a couple of the boys. They flirted and past notes throughout the class for several days. One day the teacher had enough and singled Laura out as the trouble maker. She was given a stern warning about the distractions she was creating in class. Near the end of her second week of school it happened again and this time she was “sent up� for it. There was no warning, she was simply asked to come to the front of the room. The teacher handed her a “pink slip� and told her to go see the Vice Principal. While at my high school there was a girl’s VP and a boy’s VP, there was a single male at her school who handled the discipline problems. She told me that what annoyed her the most was what she read on the pink slip as she walked to the office. It said “disrupting class, multiple warnings, disciplinary action required�. She was pissed because she had only been warned once, not “multiple� times. She was also bothered that on both occasions, the boy she was chatting with was never included as someone else that was also disrupting class. She knew she was pushing the teacher’s limits, and felt that she might get in trouble, she just didn’t like the way what had happened was represented on the pink slip.
She went to the office and asked the secretary where to go. She took Laura’s pink slip and told her to have a seat. The pink slip was taken to the VP’s office and she waited. After about 5 minutes the secretary told her she could go in. She entered his office and was told to take a seat. She stated that she was pretty intimidated because she had never even seen this man before. He took her pink slip and then spent a minute creating a file folder for her. He asked her if “disrupting class� meant chatting with her neighbor and such and she replied “yes�. He also told her that based on the teacher’s notes that this seemed to be an ongoing issue. She replied that is had only happened one time before. She felt that he was used to students flat out lying to him and basically just dismissed what she had to say. She felt that he did not even really listen to her and had already made up his mind as to how to handle it. After he got her side of the story, she said that he became a little more stern and gave her a brief lecture. It seemed his main point was that he had very little tolerance for things that “interfered with the educational process�. He stated that most students see things like whispering in class and being late as minor offenses, but he saw things differently. His problem was that these were things that did not just affect a single student, they had the potential to distract everyone in the classroom and that all of these little distractions greatly affected how much learning could take place over the course of a day. She said that he made a few references to “how things were done at your previous school� and that he really made it sound like she came from a terrible school where discipline was out of control.
After the lecture he told her that she would get three “licks� for this offense and three “licks� for the previous offenses that had only resulted in warnings. He told her that a warning is basically a free pass, assuming the behavior is corrected, and that if it is not corrected, then there must be accountability for previous actions. She said that she was basically stunned. She said that she was not an idiot and knew what “licks� were, but the fact that this was actually going to happen to her, at that very moment, greatly concerned her. A school paddling was not something completely foreign to her as a concept; they had paddled at her junior high, but never girls. She also never knew of a paddling at her previous school in which it was not offered as a choice. She said her heart rate increased and she basically just sat there staring at the floor, wondering what was next. She told me that she had heard two paddlings take place in the hallway since she had been at school and that they were very loud. She looked up when she heard him open a file drawer and she then saw the paddle for the first time. She described it as “big as hell� with black tape wrapped around the handle. Unlike the paddling schools I had attended, there were no signatures on this paddle. She told me that it look as though it “had a lot of miles on it�. When I asked her to estimate the size she held up her hands about three feet apart.
He stood up from his desk and went and closed his office door while she just sat nervously in her chair. He then grabbed what she called a “Kindergarten chair� from next to a file cabinet and pulled it into the center of his office. I asked her what a “Kindergarten chair� was and she described it as “the little bitty chairs that you see in a daycare�. He instructed her to stand up and approach the chair. He told her to bend over, put both hands on the chair, and to position her feet so that were at least two floor tiles between them. I guess this is politically correct way to say “spread your legs�. She stated that he was very specific about her position and that she was to keep her hands in place and legs straight at all times. She told me that even before it started that it really sucked. She found grabbing the seat of that little chair to be difficult and really put a strain on the backs of her legs. Once in place he took his spot behind her and announced her sentence, “Laura you are getting six licks for disrupting the educational process�. She felt the paddle on her bottom for a moment and then received the first “lick�. She said that at first it did not hurt as much as she suspected, but very quickly the pain set in. Before she could catch her breath the next one fell, followed by the third. She was given a several second pause and then the next three were laid on just as fast.
She described the pain as “unfu***** believable�. She told me she had had her share of spankings from her mom when she was younger, but it was nothing close to this paddling. She honestly did not believe a spanking could hurt this much. She said that “it burned and just would not go away�. He walked back around his desk and put the paddle away. She told me that she was a little confused and was not sure if she could stand up. To be safe, she stayed in place until he told her to have a seat. I know how tough Laura was, so I asked her if she cried. She told me that tears streamed down her face after the first swat, but “I was not going to give the prick the satisfaction of seeing me blubber�. He filled out her pink slip and sent her right back to class. She told me that she went to the bathroom to pull herself together but ended up actually crying once she got there. I wanted to ask her how her butt looked afterwards, but felt that that might come off as a little perverted. Instead I asked her if it hurt for very long. Her exact response was “dude, my ass burned for days�. As a side note, she felt that the words on her pink slip “disciplinary action required� was the teacher’s code for “this student needs to be paddled�.
This account has always stood out in my mind for many reasons. First, it was one of the most detailed accounts I had ever heard from a girl about being paddled at school. Second, she had one of the greatest asses I had ever seen and I had personally fantasized about spanking her prior to hearing this account. This is also one of the few accounts I have heard in which a female was paddled by a male without a witness present. It is also one of very few accounts I have heard in which the paddling was not an option, it was the only course of action. Right or wrong, this was very real and it did take place in a public school in Texas. Beyond paddling in the office, this was a school (and still is as far as I know) that allowed teachers to paddle students in the hallway where everyone else could hear. I asked her a little bit about this and she told me that she only knew of a few teachers (mostly coaches) that paddled themselves and that most teachers just sent student up. It was a drive that I will never forget and I was very disappointed when we made it back to the party. Thanks to “Laura� for fueling the spanking fantasies I had as a teen.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Teen Spanking Punishments
Models profiles from Firm Hand Spanking
While it should be clear by now that spanking is not an effective form of discipline for parents to use on their children, I think most people into the spanking scene like to let their imagination run wild. There is something that is at least a little sexy about the thought of a legal aged teen girl submitting her bottom for a proper punishment spanking. Many websites explore this theme, but most of them do a fairly poor job at it. It is becoming more common to see adult “teen� sites that only feature porn stars in pigtails.
As I have stated before, one of the few spanking sites that I actually pay for a membership for is Firm Hand Spanking. They offer a wide variety of models and when they choose to visit the “teen spanking� theme, they often do it well. Two models that really stand out on their site when attempting scenes of this nature are Jennifer Johnson and Rachel Rodgers.
While Rachel Rodgers is not drop dead gorgeous, she very much looks the part of a naughty teen girl that is in trouble. First, while I do not know her age, she has to be 18. With a mouth full of braces, she is looks as young as just about any spanking model out there. Her bottom is amazing and looks fantastic in tight jeans. The current photo and video sets with her tend to focus on “school� and “home� punishments. She is punished in more traditional ways, only baring her bottom for a punishment, without showing any additional nudity. While I would love to see her stripped down for a spanking, the state of dress they spank her in seems very realistic. More so than many of their models, they always focus a camera tight on her face for her punishments. You get to see her cute face react to each and every blow that is applied to her bottom. She is currently featured in 6 videos on the Firm Hand Spanking site, each with additional photos.
Jennifer Johnson is another model they film that really looks the part of a naughty teen. Maybe even more so than Rachel, her scenes have a very realistic feel to them. Both of her wooden paddling scenes on Firm Hand Spanking are just about as realistic as you can get. My favorite is the scene (picture below) in which she is brought into the family room and told to bare her bottom and grab her ankles. She takes 10 on the bare with a very large school paddle, and while not the hardest paddling ever, it is a very realistic recreation of a naughty teen being spanked for her misdeeds. She is currently featured in 9 different scenes at Firm Hand Spanking and once again, they are either “home� or “school� punishments.
If you like to see realistic portrayals of teen punishments, then you should check out the Jennifer Johnson and Rachel Rodgers scenes in the “Special Collections� series at Firm Hand Spanking.
Monday, January 10, 2005
Stripped naked for a punishment spanking
I look at full nudity as an additional punishment during a spanking.
When watching a spanking video, full nudity is not my first choice in what I want to see. I tend to prefer a more traditional punishment, in which the bottom is still bared, but they retain a little modesty. I do however, find that nudity can serve as a further punishment during a spanking. I am always one to do my best to never humiliate the person I am spanking, but I feel a certain amount of embarassment can serve a purpose if the infraction calls for it. Nothing brings this home like forcing them to present their naked body before their spanking. Being naked during a spanking will always add to the discomfort and does wonders in increasing how exposed they feel. When I feel a punishment calls for the person in trouble to feel overwhelmed, then forced nudity is a good start. I have administered many spanking in which I not only forced them to get naked, but to do it in front of others. I have created a gallery with several photos from my various websites that show spankings being administered with the young lady as naked as the day she was born. You can visit the gallery here.
Hand punishments
Punishing the hands of someone who will not keep them out of the way during their spanking.
If done in a safe manner, I feel that punishing hands can be an effective addition to a spanking if needed. I generally do not begin any punishment with the intention of punishing hands, I reserve it as an extra consequence for someone who will not properly submit to their punishment and allow their hands to constantly get in the way. Depending on the implement, if someone keeps putting their hands on their bottom during their spanking, they are at risk for getting injured, especially when a wooden implement is being used. The last thing I want is to accidentally smack someone’s hands with a wooden paddle.
I personally feel that all hand punishments should be administered with a leather implements. There is just too much near the surface of the hand that could easily be damaged with a wooden implement. We are looking to produce a major stinging sensation in their hand and want a very light and flexible leather implement. When caning was still common in England, most girls were punished with the cane on their hands, not on their bottom. While this was a common practice for decades, I do not think a hard cane stroke on the hand is very safe. It is enough of an issue that the American Pediatrics Association released a statement many years ago, warning of the dangers of using a cane on the hand.
I have always felt that a spanking is about more than just having pain applied to the bottom. When being spanked for real offenses, part of the punishment is submitting to what has been earned. This means that as difficult as it may be and as much as it may hurt, the person being spanked should be required to make the process of punishing them as easy as possible. When they are constantly moving and getting out of position, I generally apply a few hard strokes to their thighs to show them how bad it can be if they do not cooperate. When the hands keep getting in the way, the solution is to include their hands in the punishment.
Very few things get someone’s attention quicker than a few well placed strokes on their hands. This gives them instant perspective and they quickly realize that as bad as the spanking seemed, it is not that bad compared to their hands being punished. Every time that I have stopped a spanking and given a few smacks on the hands, the hands then stay out of the way for the rest of the punishment. The hands are not very padded and the pain is very specific. Most people that have their hands punished are instantly surprised at how much it hurts. I always give a warning as to what will happen if their hands keep getting in the way during their spanking, so when a stop to punish their hands, it does not come as a surprise.
I generally have them hold out one hand at a time and support the hand with their other arm. I personally like to be in front of them as I apply painful strokes with a leather strap to their hands. You must be careful when standing in front of them that the strap does not extend to far and hit their wrists. Some people prefer to apply the strap from the side, instead of in front, then there is no way to extend beyond the palm. A hand punishment should always be applied on the palm side, not the knuckle side of the hand. For first offenses, I usually apply six to each hand. If I am forced to punish their hands again (which rarely happens, one time is usually enough) I make it twelve strokes per hand. In general people’s hands are fairly tough. As a result, I swing the strap as hard as I can and still be safe and accurate. When someone hands are punished for the first time, the look of surprise on their face is always amazing, you can tell they did not expect it to hurt so much. No matter how bad the spanking seemed, a hard hand strapping quickly puts things into perspective for them.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Caning
My thoughts on the use of the cane.
My feelings on caning are mixed. When spanking, it is an implement that I like. There are very few implements that are as feared as the cane. When a serious lesson must be taught, the cane works everytime. The pain created from a hard cane stroke is very specific, and has a second wave of pain that follows shortly after the initial impact. The marks it leaves are very distinct and generally stay long enough to serve as a visual reminder for a couple of days. I generally administer cane strokes close to as hard as I can and adjust the severity through cane selection.
My biggest problem with the cane is its use in spanking videos. Because of the degree of pain involved, I rarely see a cane used with much force in a spanking video. Yes, there are companies like Lupas that use it very effectively, but in general, most companies swing it lightly. On the flip side are those videos that swing it hard, but unsafely. I do not know how many times I have watched someone spanking with a cane in a video in which it was clear that had not really used it before. It pains me to see hard strokes that wrap all the way around the sides of the thigh.
On my various websites, we do cane, but it is not one of our most common scenes. Because I think it needs to be used with a great degree of force, only certain models are able to take it. We have begun a series on Realspankings.com called “School Strokes” in which we administer hard cane strokes, but over jeans and panties. This allows many models to experience their first caning on a level that is a little more tolerable. Don’t get me wrong, a hard caning over jeans still hurts, and leaves welts, but it is clearly not as bad as receiving it on the bare. In the interviews that follow the “School Strokes” scenes, the girls discuss their thoughts on the cane as a punishment tool.
On occasion we film some pretty severe canings. In our feature production Friday Punishments, the final scene of the movie consists of a 100 stroke caning administered very hard and very fast which brings her to tears before the 10th stroke. We have also filmed some judicial style punishments in which the girl is secured to the bondage bench before her severe caning. One of the more unique canings we did was for a model who was fascinated with cane marks. We setup a monitor for her so she could watch each cane stroke be delivered. Her bottom was about as marked as I have ever seen when we were done. She came in each day for the next few days to show us her bottom and she was black and blue for more than a week.
On BiSpanking.com we began to have issues with both of the girls showing up late for their shoots. It was clear from day one that both Jasmine and Claire hated the cane, so we made a policy that if they are more than 5 minutes late, they will take 12 cane strokes on the bare, as hard as I can administer them. It only took once for Claire to get her act together, it seems poor Jasmine needs a reminder every 6-8 weeks. There have been many days that I have peeked out the window when a girl was late, only to see them literally running down the street to get into the studio before the cutoff time. Even two girls who like to spanked, will do anything they can to avoid a real punishment caning on their bare bottoms.
When used safely and effectively, I like to see hard canings in spanking videos. While I will always favor the school paddle for strict discipline, the cane is always a good option. “Twelve of the best” is usually enough to get any girl’s attention and keep it for many days.
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Spanking Video Reviews
A look at the spanking video review site that has become the industry standard.
There have been many attempts over the years to create a site that gives honest reviews of spanking videos. Most of them get too caught up in trying to generate revenue that their reviews quickly become biased. David Pierson and John O ‘Connell have put together a site that is quickly becoming the resource that even the spanking producers find to be the best. There is no place on the web that you can find more reviews of spanking videos and spanking websites. They run a non-profit site, so this seems to greatly help the objectivity of their views. In addition, this is the only resource that I know of that offers interviews with the stars of the spanking industry. David has quickly become an industry insider and knows just about everyone in the business. He calls our studio on a weekly basis to just stay in touch with what is new. If you are looking to join a membership based spanking site, or buy a spanking video, their site should be the first one you visit. Visit their site at Consumer’s Spanking Video News and Reviews
Friday, January 07, 2005
Breasts Bared for a Spanking
A focus on breasts in spanking videos.
Let’s face it, most of us that are into spanking have a thing for beautiful bottoms. It is always the main focus of the camera, with a camera on the face being a close second. But most of us (males at least), also have a love for beautiful round breasts. Unfortunately, many spanking videos do not allow us a good peek at some of the wonderful breasts many spanking models have. At Realspankings.com I have tried to champion the cause for breast lovers across the world. We have a series entitled “bare breasted teen spankings” in which each girl is forced to have her breasts bared before her punishment. To add to the excitement, she does not bare her breasts, they are bared for her. We also include a camera at floor level that let’s you see her breasts dangling in all of their glory.
Over the years we have had many models that have magnificent breats and I have compiled a gallery that highlights some of my favorite pictures that show their breasts while bending over for their punishment. You can visit this gallery in our free images section, here is the link to the Bared Breast Spankings Gallery
If there is a gallery that you would like me to create that highlights some aspect of spanking that is not currently represented in my free galleries, just leave a comment on this post and I will see if I can put together what you are looking for. This is an interactive blog and you will be surprised at what you will get if you leave a comment and ask for it.
Spanking Model Profile, Sarah
A look at the highly popular spanking model, Sarah, from Realspankings.com
A little more than a year ago we were wonderfully surprised when Sarah walked into our studio for an interview. While we get many hot models in our studio, it was clear that Sarah was a full on hottie. Beyond her amazing looks it was quite nice to discover that she was as smart as they come. The one unknown was if she could take a spanking or not.
It was clear during her very first scene with us that she was as comfortable as she could be with her body. While her breasts are about as small as they come, she had nothing to hide. After we shoot a girl’s profile video, while the cameras and lights are moved about, we always give them a robe. Sarah declined the robe as was happier to just be naked. She even stated that it was possible that she was a “closet nudist�. When the girl in question has a bottom as amazing as Sarah’s, we certainly had no issues with her running around naked for most of the day.
We discovered early on that Sarah could not take a very hard spanking. But for us, it does not have to be a brutal spanking as long as the model’s reactions are real. We got the same results from handspanking Sarah as we do when we paddle some models, so the resulting video was always good. On many occasions, from a spanking that only seemed moderate in severity, Sarah was punished until to the tears flowed.
She has been featured on both Realspankings.com and RealspankingsInstitute.com. To date, we have filmed 38 different scenes with Sarah with all but a few having both photo and video sets. She also has the distinction of being the only model to try and pad her bottom before a scene. When preparing for her “School Strokes� video, in which she was to receive 6 hard strokes over her pants, I noticed a strange noise as I delivered the first stroke. Upon further investigation, we realized that she had folded up paper towels and put them in her back pockets. We were quite amused, and needless to say, the paper towels were removed and we started again from the first stroke.
Thursday, January 06, 2005
“School Swats”, severe paddling videos
A detailed look into the “School Swats” series from Realspankings.com
Many people that are into spanking like to see videos that feature fairly severe spankings that lead to a bruised bottom, for others, extremely marked bottoms are a little over the top for them. At Realspankings.com we try to provide a broad range of content, but for those interested in the harder stuff, “School Swats� is one of the series that we film that results in very marked bottoms.
We began this series to explore the effectiveness of school corporal punishment. This is a “reality� based series in which there is no acting and there is no storyline. We begin each episode by sitting the model down in front of the camera and interviewing her about her real life spanking experiences, both at home and school. While the majority of the models were never spanked in a school environment, we do have several who where and they are able to give us an idea of how it really took place. Any model that was spanked growing up in any environment goes into great deal about the punishments they received.
Most of us at Realspankings grew up in Texas and have first hand experience with being paddled at school. This allows us to realistically recreate the process on video for our members. In the “School Swats� series we try to keep it as realistic as possible. The process is close to the same for each of these scenes. After the interview the model is asked to show us her bare bottom so we can see what it looked like before the paddling. Each model is generally paddled over her pants and a standard pair of panties. Most school paddlings involve 3-5 swats, but since the models we are paddling are a little older than school aged girls, we adjust the swats to 10, to account for their age, and what is generally a higher pain tolerance than they had growing up. They are then asked to assume a one of the fairly standard positions utilized in schools across the US. We use what we feel is a pretty typical sized school paddle. Before the paddling starts, we ask the girls to consider during the paddling if they feel that this punishment would have been effective in preventing them from bad behavior at school.
All of the participants in the “School Swats� series are paddled in a similar manner. I generally apply the swats, and in most cases, these swats are applied as hard as I can swing. As a safety precaution, I apply all of the swats on the lowest part of their bottom, being very careful to stay far from their tailbone. Taking all ten swats on the same spot on their bottom is a bit rough for them, but it allows the paddle to be applied severely without concern of injury. The paddle is swung with enough force that, more times than not, I end up breaking the wooden paddle on their bottom. I always have a few backup paddles, in the event one breaks, I can finish applying the full punishment without having to use a broken paddle. After the full ten swats, the model is asked to sit back down and discuss the effectiveness of her paddling. In addition, she then lowers her pants and panties to show us the results of such a forceful paddling. The final step is for them to sign the school paddle, which was the standard at my school.
In the days when I went to school, I know from personal experience, that many paddlings were applied full force. We have done our best to apply the paddlings in a realistic manner, so I doubt the results that the models show us, are much different from the results from a paddling that occurred in the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s, and 80’s. With the current state of lawsuits, I doubt that many school paddlings are applied as hard as we apply them. But from the many true accounts that we hear, it is clear that many young ladies have experienced paddlings that have led to marks similar to those displayed by our models. The marks that the girls show are often quite shocking. A wooden paddle applied full force to the bottom leaves very distinct and consistent marks. Most models end up with “bull’s-eye� marks on the bottom of the cheeks. The way in which the skin is compressed under a wooden paddle stroke generally leaves this mark. Besides the obvious bruising, there are often a couple of other characteristics that we see from hard paddle strokes. It is common to see the seams from the girl’s back pockets imprinted on her bottom. This usually shows as a line across the bruises that are not quite as purple. We also see what is referred to as a “racing stripe�. These are parallel lines that extend below the area of impact. It is not uncommon for a racing stripe to appear in an area that has not even felt a swat. Most commonly, this stripe runs a little way down the thigh. Because the paddle is applied across both cheeks, and not cheek to cheek, the right cheek tends to always be in the worst shape. Even if you try to adjust to apply the paddle equally to both cheeks, the right cheek will always get more. It is just a matter of physics and the end of the paddle will always be traveling at a higher velocity than closer to the handle. This is just a fact of life with paddling that the right cheek will end up a little more sore.
I have talked with most of our models, days after their paddling, to find out how their bottom felt days after the paddling. For those that had never been paddled in school, they are generally quite surprised at the results. Unlike a typical spanking with a lighter implement, they report that the pain of their paddling tends to last for many days. Because all of the swats are applied low on their bottoms, they often have difficulty sitting down. A few models have felt that the days following the paddling were harder to deal with than the paddling itself. They describe a moderate discomfort that is difficult to find any relief from. There have also been a couple that during their interview stated that the paddling probably would not have done much to modify their behavior, that have modified that statement after feeling the pain that lingered for days. I have always found the wooden paddle to be one of the most effective implements, for punishments, for exactly this reason. A hard paddling goes well beyond the application of the paddle itself, it leaves an impression that is felt for days and continues to serve as an effective punishment. Models have reported the marks as lasting as few as 2 days and as many as 2 weeks.
This has become one of our most popular series for several reasons. I think our members like a scene in which there is no script and they get to know the model a little better. They also tend to like a scene that seems like a realistic portrayal of a way that corporal punishment is utilized in a school setting. These scenes often lead to a girl in tears and this is certainly very popular with our members. We do not do many scenes in which you get to hear the model discuss the whole experience, so this is a feature that everyone seems to like. For anyone that is a fan of marked and bruised bottoms, there are not many scenes that we do that leave a bottom marked quite as severely. With the popularity of the series, it is something that we continue to film scenes for on a regular basis. Not all of our models are able to do a scene of this severity, but anytime we feel a model can handle it, we shoot another episode. This as also led to a new variation, “Bare School Swats�. We have only found a few girls to date who can take a paddling of this intensity on her bare bottom, but the scenes we have filmed for this new variation have been amazing. There are currently 17 different “School Swats� scene in the member’s area and 2 “bare school swats�. We have filmed several more for this series that will appear as updates in the weeks to come.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Models who hate to be spanked
A look at the models we hire that have no desire to be spanked
I had a reader send an e-mail that requested that I write a blog entry to explore the opposite of an earlier blog entry, “Models who like to be spanked�. It is always nice for us when we get a model that is in our studio because of her desire to be spanked. It is fun to help a girl explore something she has only fantasized about and apply her very first spanking. It is much easier for us, with the job we have, to know that a model is getting something from her spanking besides unwanted pain. The reality of the business is that most of the models we hire have no desire to be spanked at all. It is often the generous paychecks that we provide that motivate them to bare their bottoms and bend over for a hard spanking.
There are several factors involved that not only get them in the door, but keep them coming back. The first is clearly the money. We pay very generously and in just two shoots a month (about 5 hours total) they can earn more than they would working 20 hours a week at a part-time job. Five hours a month for more than they would make putting in 80 hours at a normal job is quite the motivation. Another factor is professionalism. We treat our models well and more importantly, with respect. In an industry that often treats models poorly; most girls recognize what a good thing they have with us. Something else that we point out often to our models is that the pain is generally very temporary. After a hard scene that leaves a girl in tears, we ask them ten minutes later how their bottom is and it is generally fine. Not only has the pain subsided, but they often find that it has been replaced with a warm glow and sometimes even a pleasant tingling sensation in their crotch.
We have had a few models that came to us and told us that they were not into spanking, but quickly realized that they found it sexually exciting. They simply had not been exposed to it before to know they might find it enjoyable. There are many girls that even if they did not like being spanked, they found the whole experience to be arousing. They found the whole concept of stripping naked, in front of cameras and production people, to be quite stimulating. Related to this are the girls who have been good their whole life and are just ready to do something kind of naughty. They find a sense of freedom in doing something that might be considered bad or kinky. A perfect example is Kathy from Realspankings.com. If you have ever seen any of her videos it is very clear that she hates to be spanked. She is quick to cry and has a great deal of trouble dealing with pain. She gets so nervous before every shoot that she can barely speak to us. But after her first spanking of the day, she is almost a different person. She is all of sudden relaxed and easy going. At times, she almost seems proud of what she was able to accomplish and the fact that as rough as it was, she did it. She is also someone who grew up in the most conservative environment you can imagine. It is clear to us that part of the reason she is doing this is because it is her very first journey into fully realizing the full potential of her sexuality. She wants to be bad, she wants to be kinky, but she has been told her whole life that this is wrong. She has finally found an environment in which she can be free to express her sexual thoughts and desires. While spanking is not her thing, it seems to be a springboard that will allow her to confidently explore other sexual realms without having to feel guilty about it. While she was always embarrassed to express things that she would like to explore, with a little help she was able to open up to us a little. You will notice that Kathy often does scenes with other girls. This is not a coincidence; this is something that Kathy has asked to do. While she would never come out and say it, I think this was a little bit of sexual exploration for her. It is a long way from girl/girl sex, but it did allow her to explore new sexual experiences in the presence of, and with, other beautiful and naked girls. I personally think Kathy is a kinky sexual dynamo that is just now coming out of her shell.
We have had other models, that while not fully converted to spanking, have found certain scenes to be exciting for them. I can remember one model that clearly hated to be spanked, that really surprised Dee and I after a scene. She was fully naked and a little slower than usual to put her clothes back on. She looked confused for a moment and then looked at Dee and said “wow, I think that scene might have made me all wet�. It took awhile for her to find a scene and a dynamic that did it for her, but when everything was right, her body let her know that this was exciting. We have had other models that do not enjoy being spanked that have confessed to Dee that after every shoot that they go home and masturbate because their orgasms are always more intense after a day in the studio with us. We have also had models tell us that their boyfriends love that they are working for us because the night after a shoot the sex seems to be much better for them.
While money seems to be the main motivation for models who do not like to spanked, a sense of sexual exploration, heightened sensitive in their erogenous zones, and just getting to be naughty all seem to be factors that contribute to them doing what they do for us (and you).